normalcy.

i think i'm back. been stressed with a few family issues. in the meantime, i again missed Vivi's 10 month update. sometime i just wish i didn't care. life would be so much easier to live. no worries. life would be all about me. but then it got me thinking. what is ME? who am I? what is LIFE? it may sound very sad, and also sound very sacrificing, but what i do know is that it is FULFILLING. i live for others. those others, being those that i care about. their happiness is my happiness. i just have to keep reminding myself however though that their unhappiness shouldn't be my unhappiness. i also know that i have nothing to lose by making those around me happy.

with that being said, happiness reason #1: