rant.

i can't remember going through the holidays with this much stress, drama, worries, pain.

i really wonder how some of us are related. how we can all be from the same blood line (or maybe we're not) and react differently to the same occurring events in our life. react differently in the sense that it's polar opposites. i could understand reacting differently in the same direction, but this is in the completely opposite direction. how can you be so oblivious and live your life so selfishly?!! or maybe it's not oblivion, but lack of care. you simply don't give a f!&% about anything but yourself.

i remember back in college where this person had an issue with everyone around them. it only was obvious that it wasn't everyone around them that had a problem, but it was them that had the problem. is there something wrong with me? am i the only insane one that gives a f&$% about people these days?!! am i the only one who expects humanity from PEOPLE?!! we are called humans for a reason, you selfish sh!t$!!! just call yourself a bitch and live like an animal if that's how you're going to act.

don't think you're special cuz you think i'm talking about you. there's more of you out there than you know.