lost.

so lost in life these days. so many things to do, so little time. when i have the time so tired, don't have the energy. thus, must sleep which wastes time again. vicious cycle but it's hard to operate on 5 hours of sleep, which leads me to my next update.

yes, Vivian is sleeping at 5 hours most straight. she'll usually eat between 7 and 8 and will fall asleep right before her next feeding which is usually between 9 and 1o. i can go to sleep early but i choose to wait till about 11/12 and feed her then because she'll wake up around 2ish because she's hungry. if i feed her at 11/12 then she'll usually wake up between 5 and 6. as a result, Vivian is eating less (around 22/23 ounces a day). she used to eat around 28 ounces. her most recent visit to the doctors was 2 weeks after her previous visit. she went back for a second set of vaccines since we split it up. in two weeks, apparently, she gained a pound. imagine what would happen to us if we gained at the rates babies did. however, the doctor said she would like to see her eating the same amount, not less. she's still quite the chubby little one.




i thought staying at home meant more time for shopping/fun things, etc. but that hasn't been the case. i end up doing more shopping online than i have in the past because i don't go out much to physically shop. there have been some fun things though. i get to watch Connor grow and since he's a sponge these days, he learns so quickly and he does the funniest things. he got a kids' digital camera from auntie Susan a while back but he didn't really find it very amusing. these days he's playing with. i guess it's because i'm taking photos of lady V. well, the other day i was in the bathroom and he surprised me by opening the door and taking a picture of me sitting on the toilet. i don't think he knew what he was doing but i was laughing/yelling at the same time. i definitely deleted that pic but i'll offer your this instead.


took the kids to the clippers game. not our kids, but the other kids.



the best part? not the courtside tickets but the eating/drinking.

this is one hungry woman. don't get in my way.

look, my mom and me... i mean my sister and me. doesn't she look more like my mom? my eyes are puffy.
funny how parents make their kids do the funniest things. this is me forcing the kids to kiss. might as well take advantage of it now because it'll get weird making them kiss when they're older. lady V thinks everything that goes near her mouth is food.

fil with the kids.