c'est la vie.

whether you want or not, life goes on. it would be nice if you can actually pause it and continue when you're ready. so do you ignore the obstacles in life and move on? i can't. it simply isn't that easy. but whether i want it to or not, it's happening.

trials and tribulations. it seems like the more you care, the more you get hurt. it's sad but people need hurt to realize how lucky they are and how grateful they should be. i'm no sadomasochist but i can use this for it's opened my eyes up back to God. i am humbled by my situation.

i've also learned in a short amount of time who family really is. who you can really count on. it's not all about blood. it's about morals. it's about selflessness. and it's mostly about love.

this blog is about Connor and his life. his life is my life. his life cannot go on hold because of my life, but my life can be put on hold for those lives that i care about. how my boy has been growing...




and another life is about to be born. another life that i'm willing to put my life on hold for. i'm currently 29 weeks and baby GIRL, yes i said, GIRL, is healthy. Connor is going to be a big brother to a little sister. i worried at how he is going to handle it, but when we visited lauren's baby sister, Katelyn, he was very gentle.