stress.

for the most part my job isn't stressful. i have a pretty flexible schedule and the boss doesn't micromanage, however, my patience is tested every so often. but then again, who loves their bosses? with him in close proximity now i guess i'm going through what everyone in society goes through.

i am quite upset these days with the way people treat others. people live lives very selfishly. they live like life has no consequences. they do. they go to church and have beliefs that they'll be rewarded, but never realize that they also have consequences. heart and soul; sweat and blood is what you give. you're lucky if you get a pat on the back or a thank you. it makes me want to give less, but then i don't want to stoop to their level and sacrifice my ethics and morals for retribution. some people deserve it. it's such a moral dilemma. do i make less of myself to give people what they deserve? they have it coming but, damn it, when?