my lil' scary cat.

with all the rain these past few days i got to capture a rainbow.

Connor is now sleeping in his crib. he's such a good boy. so i am no longer embarrassed with myself.

Connor is afraid of things now. he also gets ga-we = nightmares. he screams in the middle of his sleep and keeps crying. it's sad because he can't wake up from his dream. his eyes are closed and he keeps crying. we turn the lights on and try to wake him, but he can't get up. i give him his pacifier and it still doesn't console him. i give him his bottle and it helps.

he used to want to touch everything, but now he's afraid of a few things. funny thing. we were taking a bath and there was a loofah in the corner and he was just totally scared of it. i brought it closer to him to make sure that's what he was afraid of and he turned and dug his face into my chest. he even makes a whimpering noise to tell me he's afraid of it. i'll try to get it on video.

i didn't know how many hoodies Connor has. i wish i had that many hoodies.


helen: this is what i got Connor in return for the small beanie. thank you.

my boy's getting quite tubby these days.