i guess i've been lucky that i hadn't had much stress at work. i have something to compare it to now. today's supposed to be good friday, but unfortunately, it hasn't been so good.
i've realized that there are people in this world that are really shady. they live hypocritically and it doesn't bother them. i've noticed people don't really care about other people unless they get something out of it... even some people that consider themselves Christians. they preach and live a double life. i know people aren't perfect and i admire those that try to be good, but i can't stand those that preach and lie, cheat, are dishonest when they think no one's looking. i remember back when i was a really devout Christian. i couldn't wear a cross necklace because i felt i wasn't worthy of wearing it. i felt i couldn't lie or do any wrongdoing, which is impossible. but to attempt to live such a life is what we can try to do. i admire people like that.
where is this all coming from? there's a contractor we hired at work. he preaches and cites Bible verses and throws it around. he's almost pompous about it and it appears to give him a high that he can recite it. anyhow, he wouldn't bother me so much if he didn't present himself as such a faithful follower of God. he has done everything to make his schedule convenient, even to to the point where he's flat out lied. he's manipulated his ways to make me do his work and get paid for it. he's even basically refused to work unless we abide by his requests. my bosses aren't too happy at this point and have realized this swindler is playing games so they have me taking care of some things that he should be doing so they can document this and possibly hold him liable for. the only problem is, it's stressing me out and it's requiring me to run around the city secretively and play the politics. not only is it friday, but i was suppose to have half a day. so it's not such a good friday.
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that took too much brain power to read.
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