not so joyous after all.

so i spoke too soon. last night wasn't so joyous.

men don't understand women. and they sure as heck don't understand them when they're pregnant. i'm not complaining, yet. hubby has been most understanding since i've been pregnant so i guess it was only a matter of time before he had to go back to his old ways. a mean old fart he was last night. after being tired from the day before (he got home close to midnight from work and didn't get much sleep), he was definitely cranky. however, nothing justifies your actions for being a mean person. he called me selfish for not listening to classical music enough for the baby and then told me that i would have myself to blame. blame for what??? is that not putting a guilt trip on me? am i already not selfless enough carrying the baby. it ain't easy if you don't know that by now. just because women are born to have children, it doesn't mean it's an easy job. after going off on me, he wouldn't let me watch the tv because it was too loud and i refused to lower the volume. after pissing me off he decides to roll over and snore away. how rude.

strike one, buddy.