long time no see.

met elaine for lunch today. was kind of awkward since i haven't seen in her in ages. i think the last time was at jenny's wedding, which was in december. she seemed kind of sad and i felt kind of bad. it appears as though she's changed, but so have i. it's not that i have hard feelings towards her anymore. we talked and updated each other on our lives. she was curious as to susan and jenny and started talking about our relationship or the lack thereof now. told her i didn't want to discuss it. it seems as though she's found a special someone. she says her relationship has opened her eyes and sees things a little differently now. brought pictures of the fellow. i guess all in all, things happen for a reason. i'm not sad. nor am i happy. i like the way things are even though they used to look happier.